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[29 Mar 2005|01:00am]

OK! People.. incase you haven't realised.. I don't use this journal anymore... I moved to punkgoespop a LONG time ago. So.. yeah.. add that journal and delete this one.. or just.. delete this one cus it's

and it's gonna be deleted pretty fucking soon.


- Taylor
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[18 Jul 2004|04:03pm]
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another thing.. [17 Jul 2004|08:02pm]
I added most of you to my new friends list.. but some of you I didn't.. and it's for one of these reasons...

1. Some of you have multiple journals and I'm not sure which one(s) to add.. lol. So.. let me know please?

2. I never hear from some of you.. so I'm cleaning up a lil.. I dunno if you still wanna be on my friends list. If I haven't added you.. and you wanna be on my new friends list.. just.. leave me a note. And I'll add you. *nods* and I shall be very happy that you still love me. :)

- Taylor
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Friends only. [14 Dec 2003|11:20pm]
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Just ask to be added. :)

<3 - Taylor
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dorky.. but ooooh, wellio. [11 Dec 2003|01:34am]
[ mood | blah ]

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

Okay.. I totally ripped this off from Michelle. And, if I knew you better.. I'd fill it out for you. But we never really talk, other than the occasional comment. But, I do like you, and I think you are a cool person. :)

And Star, when your keyboard stops being a selfish mofo.. you'd better fill this out.. or I'll give you the fanger.. or worse yet.. the nub! be ascared.. very ascared! ah, I love you. :o)

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awww yeah yeah babay! [11 Dec 2003|01:28am]
[ mood | discontent ]

Which Hanson do you have a future with? by forbidden_lovin
Your Name:
Your Age:
Hanson BrotherTaylor
Date of Wedding:August 19, 2012
Number of Kids:4
Will it Last?Yes
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

gosh.. that's in.. 9 years.. I guess I have to wait around for his current marriage to fail. Mwahahaha.

yeah.. okay.. that's mean.
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Eva Kor [10 Dec 2003|10:34pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Eva Kor made people magazine.

For all of you that don't know, she survived the holocaust, spent time in Auschwitz, was experimented on (along with her twin, Miriam) because she was a twin.. and ultimately survived the ordeal.

She settled here in Indiana with her husband Michael, (miriam died of cancer at age 59) and she was founder and owner of C.A.N.D.L.E.S. a holocaust museum located in Terre Haute Indiana, not far from where I live.

On November 18th, shortly after midnight, some one set fire to the museum, destroying everything. She'd painstakingly built the museum in memeory of Miriam. And now, it's gone.


When asked by a firemen asked her how she felt.. Eva simply said.. "I've had better days, but I've had much worse."

I visited C.A.N.D.L.E.S (which stands for 'Children of Auschwitz Nazi Deadly Lab Experiment Survivors.) in the 8th grade. (as did Star) I cannot tell you how big of an impact Eva's story, her museum, had on me. I cannot begin to discribe the sorrow and anger that I felt.

Eva is an amazing human being. Her story is one that should be heard. I don't think I'll ever meet anyone as brave as Eva Mozes Kor.

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[10 Dec 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I was feeling pretty groovy today. Went on a walk in the freakin rain with my dear bestest pal Star. It was fun. We did some lovely non identical identical twin bonding. We haven't talked to each other in a few days, so it was good quality time. We chatted alot, babbled like 13 year olds.. cus.. we're good at it. I got her to listen to some MEST... my plan to brainwash her is coming along quite well.. she likes them. mwahahahahaahah! :)

Watched the Billboard Awards, which was hosted by the king of the metrosexuals the lovely Ryan Seacrest. It was alrighty. My fave part was Clay Aiken. *nods* The Evanescence performance was pretty cool. The whole neon sign cemetary thing was a nifty place to perform.

And of course there was amusement before the commertials in the form of the ever ignorant Jessica Simpson aka "J Sim". *rolls eyes* I hope, for God's Cake, that's she's only acting.. no one can be that stupid. (I'll have to go to my old diaryland journal and find this really nifty thing about Jessica that I'll post later if I can find it... yup yup.)

Did anyone notice there was a serious lack of Joel, Benji, Billy, Chris and Paul? I was saddened.

And one question.. what in the fuck was up with Celine's hair?? Lay off of the peroxide, woman!

*waves* hi emma! xoxo :)

I hope Jiri is alright. Random thought.

My walking in the rain seriously didn't help my flu at all. Now, my nose is running, and my head is about to 'splode. I probably made it worse. Ah, well. I'll live. Probably.

Well, I'm gonna go write another entry.. :P

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typical. [10 Dec 2003|01:57am]
[ mood | discontent ]

surprise surprise. forgotten again.


I'm sick.

*goes back to bed*

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acidic [10 Dec 2003|12:13am]
[ mood | lonely ]

You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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876-5309 [09 Dec 2003|02:19pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

That is not my phone number lol. It's a song.. by.. tommy tutone I do believe. That's a great song. 80's music is ga-roovy.

Anyways, I haven't a clue as to why I'm updating. I have nothing interesting to say.

I'm guessing that Star is still alive and ticking.. she send me a picture I asked her to get me. And unless it's only her spirit speaking to me from beyond the grave.. she's alive.

Dear Bob, I am so fucking bored.

Sebastian, my rat [the small one] excaped from his cage this morning. My mom was in my room on the internet and woke me up.. "Uh.. you're big rat is missing..." I hopped up thinking she meant Benji [cus Sebastian is NOT the big rat, a thank you] and there was sebastian on the top of my shelf. He'd eaten the food container. That freak. He's such a turd burglar. He bit the hello out of my brother the other day.. it was utterly hillarious. I told him that he'd been fidgety and weird.. but they don't listen to me. Oh, well. Blood is interesting.

I'm creepy. mwahahaha.

My mom likes my red eyeshadow. Awesome. This is also the woman who likes Good Charlotte & Mest. Paul is her man. [but you always here her say things like.. "benji is sooo cute in that picture.."] My mom is cool like that.

I'm gonna have to change. I've already changed once, cus unfortunately.. I have to leave today. Grr. And now.. this long sleeved shirt is bothering me.. so, I'll have to change.. cus I'm so damn picky. GAH.

I've been hanging out in my room listening to.. Mest. Cus, I'm hopelessly addicted to this CD. I've been listening to that.. the smiths, the young and the hopeless and taproots welcome. Cus.. I'm lame like that.. I was also jammin to some hanson underneath accoustic, baybeeee.

yeah.. this was a productive entry. Yep. I'm delusional from fever. Yeyeah!

Anyways.. I'm off... to.. do.. something.. take some tylenol. That sounds good. Sounds reasonable. yup.

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it's getting hot in hurr.. [08 Dec 2003|11:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]

"It's fucking hot here!" -- Taylor

"Son of a bitch!" -- Zac

"Ahhh shit!" -- Zac

"Ya know what? I'm really pissed off!" -- Isaac

"Yeah, you go 'the guy shat,' not shitted; it's real posh, you know? But when someone squirts you with a water gun, you can say 'they squaat me!' Oh man, did I really just say that? Whoa." -- Zac

"Wait, what was the name of the song? "Another Dumb Blonde"? Well, she doesn't take herself too seriously, I guess." -- Isaac
"Bad name!" -- Zac

"Chocolate milk is better than sex; not that I'd know!" -- Isaac

"Britney Spears is fake and she has plastic boobs. That's all I really have to say about her" -- Zac

"Stop throwing things on stage! I just got hit in the face with a quarter!" -- Zac

ahahaha. That's fucking great. hanson rules. Of course, I found these quotes on the internet.. so, I don't know how legit they are.. but whatever.. they're amusing none the less.

Okay.. I'm going back to bed now. weee.

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please let me breathe, you're choking me. [08 Dec 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'd like to think I live for faith, for love, for hope that there is just the slightest bit of humanity left out there.

I don't feel tormented to live for those things. What else is there to hold on to, since the world is corrupted and there is so much cruelty?

And sure, it pains me to see all the cruelty and bitterness. Don't think it doesn't effect me. Dispite the fact that I don't like to feel vulnerable or exposed in anyway, the things that I see my fellow man go through break my heart time and time again.

I always liked to believe that love is the answer to everything. It is a cure for all that ails our lives. Love can save us all. But of course, I could be wrong, and perhaps it's very niave of me.
Again, I don't know what I am saying, nor what I mean. Perhaps I mean what I say and it doesn't make sence. Maybe it's only the slight madness that my fever is causing. Could be. Oh well.

*goes back to bed*

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he ditched me.. ahhh! [08 Dec 2003|04:24pm]
[ mood | sick ]

lol. I was just talking to Jiri.. and then.. I got disconnected.. and when I got back online, msn tells me he cannot be contacted. *tear* That sucks. *pouts*

Well, good news everyone, I have the flu. My throat is killing me, I'm all sneezy and gross. In general, I feel like a steaming pile of cowdung. Not that I really know what it feels like to be a steaming pile of cowdung.. but, I'd imagin that it's overall not a good experience.

Thank you, Emma, for sending me virtual flowers, gifts and hugs. That's super sweet. <3 <3 <3 <3

I commented my long lost non identical identical twin, Star. But no comment back. I guess I'll have to break down and call her or something. Who knows. Or go visit or something. Of course, that will have to be when I'm not so sick. Don't wanna give her my germs. Or Kota for that matter.

I haven't really talked to anyone but Shay lately. No one else has been online. At least not when I am. Well, Shay wasn't online either. She called me. But none the less. I feel a little... abandoned.

I'm moody and whiney as it is. Damn the flu!!! I curse thee!!

*damns the flu to hell*

oh, and while I'm at it... *Damns the wretched icon stealers to hell*


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grrrnesss [08 Dec 2003|12:12am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

grrr. Damn icon stealers. Now.. they could at least be like.. "I like your icon.. you mind if I use it?" but noooooo. See why I put my user name on the ones I make?

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Walken says... [07 Dec 2003|12:25pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Walken 4
Christopher Walken says Affairs bother
us all!

"Politics? Friend, you've gotta stop. There
is something to be said about the men in
office. Especially the women. I took this
Senator woman out once for a night on the town.
There were drinks? There was some dancing,
some soft..Jazz? She was just too much broad
for me, pal? I don't want that to happen to
you. You're young, you got lots of things
that....things that.... Politics, it's just a
bad gig, baby. It's a bad gig. Why don't you
go down to Mickey's, on 71st. Try... their
Prime Rib? You'll be so glad you did, and we
can just put this Politics buisness on the
slowboat to...Mississippi."

What advice would Christopher Walken give you?
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Prime rib? ewwww. Anyways.. at least Christopher Walken is a cool guy.. that's always a plus. :)
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Random Thought. [07 Dec 2003|03:06am]
[ mood | cranky ]

I was looking at Billy [Martin, of course] and have any of you noticed that he isn't wearing his lipring anymore? He wasn't wearing it on their last TRL visit [11-12-03] or in the Hold On video. I was watching it and I knew there was something not quite right about him, then, I was like DUH... It saddens me. That really suckers.

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I was looking at Billy [Martin, of course] and have any of you noticed that he isn't wearing his lipring anymore? He wasn't wearing it on their last TRL visit [11-12-03] or in the Hold On video. I was watching it and I knew there was something not quite right about him, then, I was like DUH... It saddens me. That really suckers.
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coolness [07 Dec 2003|02:20am]
[ mood | drained ]


To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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I'm jaded, stupid & wreckless. not sorry, and I'll never regret these years [06 Dec 2003|09:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]


You are Jaded (these years), You dont regret things
in life and just see it as a way to learn. You
cherish things in life and your friends and
miss them when they're away.

what Mest song are you (self titled)
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I decided to take it again.. lol. I cheated so I could get "walking on broken glass", which is my favorite Mest song.. currently.


You are Walking on broken glass, You are depressed
but do see suicide as not a way out. You try to
tell people who are feeling suicidal that too.
You are caring for your friends.

what Mest song are you (self titled)
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YOU FUCKIN ASS OCEAN!!!! [06 Dec 2003|05:22pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

lol. I was just thinking about the Osbournes. They rock. Ozzy is fucking awesome. I love Sharon.

I'm sitting here, jamming to Machine Head by Bush. I'd forgotten how much I loved them.

I haven't don't much today. I woke up... my lil brother, Aaron, whom I absolutely adore, came over to visit. We called Shay and he proceeded to act like the fucking loon he is. He wanted to fling my old keyboard out of my bedroom window.. but finally contented himself with ripping the cord out of it and throwing it down hard enough to make all of the keys fly out. lol. He's supposed to be back later... but I don't know if he will or not. He's back into getting high.. so, hard telling what he'll do.

I almost flung myself out of the window last night. My brother Brandon.. his girlfriend, Heather, came to visit this weekend.. and I was sitting in my chair reading... the tv was on.. and I heard a noise... I turned the tv down.. and the noise was coming from the other side of my wall right next to my chair.. which is where brandons bed is.. you can guess what was going on in there.. I started gagging.. went and got my mom... it was hillarious. I mean.. everyone was home.. my mom.. my gramma.. and they were just going at it. *gags*

Two of my lil brothers, the 15 year old and the 16 year old are sexually active. I'm 19, and I'm not sexually active. I'm incredibly sexually inactive.
I told Brandon, since I am the advocate between my mother and my brothers.. that I didn't aprove of him being sexually active.. but I can't stop him. But, I just hope he's using protection, because there are so many diseases and I don't think he's ready to be a father. Heather was like.. "I'm on birth control." I told her that means absolutely null. My mother was on birth control when she got pregnant with me. I was sure to tell them, as well, that if they ever need to talk or any help talking about things with our parents.. that they can feel free to ask me.

The only way to be 100% safe is just not to do it. But everyone has the right to make that choice for themselves. I just think we all need to be well informed before we make such a big, and possibly life altering decision.

Ah, I think I'll get off of my soapbox now. I could go on and on and on. But, I think most of you have heard the statistics, the facts, the myths. So, I won't repeat them all. At least not tonight.

Well, I'm off to do something. Probably make me some more pretty icons. Weee. I'm such a nerd.

Hey hey hey.. Jiri's online. Awesomeness. Maybe I'll say howdy.

Talk to you laters.

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